Feb 13, 2012

Me and Man i called darling ( 1st episode )

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it

(anywhere i go you go,my dear and whatever is doneby only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate

(for you are my fate,my sweet)

i wantno world

(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings

P/S : Remember this is the first poem i read to you..and u love it..before i meet you this is the poem i wish for someone special..i put no hope to find the right person..i care not to find..im scared i ll be wrong..find wrong one.. love is not a game..its for someone who will feel the same the way i feel bout him..not just me who love but me who get love in return..then you come along..the moment i lay my eyes on you..i scared you would not feel the way i do... then i walk away remember..we both walk away...i saw your face turn red..while the door lift shut..i saw you try to not look at me..but some how you did.. i was scared.. scared till nothing i can think..till i can find my next step..i stood in front of the lift ..then my turn comes..i step in the lift nothing i can think..just one 1 thing..im not gonna lie..i do really hope that you find me again...step by step i reach my car..still beat wont stop..feels like someones put a gun in my head..the shock still there..i was at the passeger seat..looking at the side mirror that reflect me..thinked would he forget me..like evryone does..my brain try to hope nothing..but my heart wont agreed..it feel ages till the car i was in reach the gate..so that my phone get a signal...i dunno why i keep on hold my phone tight ..look at it evrysecond ..n think why there still no signal..then the sun light catch my eyes i barely can look but i definately felt the vibration..it was you.. i can still felt the joy..n you texted me something sweet...im so shy to tell the world..you said im cute..i hope it wast a dream..i get what i wish for..you were real..and we were meant to run into each other without plan...nothing i prepare..my hair was messy..i wear no makeups..n i llok like a old lady...but atlest you saw the real me..the real me you fall inlove with...and i thank god for that..with you im so being me...with you i have nothing to hide...with you u just love me the way i am nothing you wish change..and i love you for being you ..i love you for always love me too..i love you coz you make me feel so special..i love you coz you the one person that i been waiting for 19th years..